Have been thinking alot about everything lately. Or probably more on the relationship aspect.
Heard shocking news of breakups (it's the breakup season now) and people's story on their relationships sets me thinking about us. In general. And i have so many questions in my mind i wish google can help me in finding the right answer.
Couples can breakup even when they were together for 8 years. 2 years is alot to me and i always feel that it'll be damn wasted if they broke up. It's like 8 years wasted on the wrong person!! How did they get the courage to do that? and how are they so sure that it's the wrong one. Or the right one actually. How sure are you that your current partner will be the one in your family picture next time? Uncertainty.
Those years that you have spent with them. Do you feel the love? or just used to each other's presence?
And what's next after the breakup? start all over again with someone else,building it up then let it tumble down again? Won't we get sick of it? When is it gonna end?
Also, do you keep looking for the one that is closest to your standard/perfect man or settle for someone that is good enough?
There is no point planning about the future now. Life is unpredictable and it probably wouldn't go as how you've planned it.
Kinda feel that i don't deserve anyone now. Single my whole life!